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- United States
- Deviant for 13 years
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I go gaga over the Pokemon, Code Lyoko, Bakugan, Zelda, Mega Man (particularly EXE/SF/X/ZX/Zero), Mario, and Sonic series. Basically any type of anime. I'm very sensitive to an individual's emotions, especially when directly in view, have a short temper, and can be pretty stubborn, but I always do what I can to help those in need and brighten things up.
Audio Manipulation programs: Finale PrintMusic 2010 and Audacity.
Image editing programs: Gimp and MS Paint.
3D manipulation programs: Sketchup Make, Blender and MikuMiku.
Programming compilation tools: Microsoft Visual Studio (C++) and NetBeans (Java).
I'm capable of most types of visual, audio and literary arts. I'm capable of writing small programs at this time. I hardly have any experience with 3D modeling and animation, so it may be a long time before this becomes available.
Requests: Variable [1,2,3,4]
Trades: Variable [1,2,3,4]
Gifts: Variable [1,2,3,4]
Commissions: Not yet.[1,2,3,4]
[1] Varies with difficulty, type, style and content.
[2] varies with current real life conditions.
[3] Varies with time/requirements.
[4] Unavailable due to real life complications.
Status: Due to college and trauma of losing a loved one, all artwork-related assignments are currently closed and/or on hold until further notice.</b>
Audio Manipulation programs: Finale PrintMusic 2010 and Audacity.
Image editing programs: Gimp and MS Paint.
3D manipulation programs: Sketchup Make, Blender and MikuMiku.
Programming compilation tools: Microsoft Visual Studio (C++) and NetBeans (Java).
I'm capable of most types of visual, audio and literary arts. I'm capable of writing small programs at this time. I hardly have any experience with 3D modeling and animation, so it may be a long time before this becomes available.
Requests: Variable [1,2,3,4]
Trades: Variable [1,2,3,4]
Gifts: Variable [1,2,3,4]
Commissions: Not yet.[1,2,3,4]
[1] Varies with difficulty, type, style and content.
[2] varies with current real life conditions.
[3] Varies with time/requirements.
[4] Unavailable due to real life complications.
Status: Due to college and trauma of losing a loved one, all artwork-related assignments are currently closed and/or on hold until further notice.</b>
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Hey Alexis. I just want to check on ya andbsee how you're doing... I hope all is going well. Just remember if you need a shoulder to cry on or an ear to listen, I'm here.
I experienced something supeenatural during last week. In the morning of May 11th, I was getting some clothes from my closet to wear for my last final exam, but when I closed the door (it's a double-hinged folding door) something stopped it from closing all the way until I folded it to close it. The moment I got it closed, the small red crate I had securely placed on the top shelf of the closet fell down. Weirdest thing was nothing was there to block the door, and the crate was far back enough and weighed down enough to where it wouldn't fall unless I pulled it with half of my strength (and I'm known as the powerhouse of the household mind you). Because of this, I had a reason to believe that my sister was still around, even though I didn't know until after my last exam when my mom told me she passed away....
She gave her husband some Melatonin to help him sleep due to having abnormal work hour ahifts, but on May 8th she passed in her sleep, and none of us knew until it was too late.
My mom broke down after telling me, unable to hold back anymore, seeming almost frail and lost in thought. I was distraught at first, unable to think, and felt... hollow, cold and numb inside my chest from disbelief and confusion before I felt it ache and burn as if it was flooded with the tears I shedded soon after from the sadness and anger I felt. Sadness for losing my sister, and anger towards myself for not being able to do anything or be there to save her....
About a day or two later, I was recovering more quickly and showing more mental and emotional strength than everyone else in the family while consoling them all, even though the incident hit me harder than most of them. My mother didn't feel as if she was being my rock due to her being so distraught and heartbroken by losing my sister that she could barely focus on much.
During her funeral, I took part by playing various popular songs on the piano (7 Years by Lukas Graham, Numb by Linkin Park, Animals by Maroon V, and Last Friday Night by Katy Perry), and offering support and comfort to those who needed it, hoping that she would hear and be proud of me. In a way, I was everyone's rock during this week. Between this, exhaustion from my own share of emotions, assisting with various tasks, sleeping to regain energy I've lost, curfew and being a moderator on one server and a helper on another (even though they said that I can take some time off to recover, I still insisted to keep myself from becoming depressed and distract myself from thoughts of my sister's death), I barely had time to get on here.
I'm starting to recover from my loss and currently comforting my family, especially my brother-in-law since he was closest to my sister. He's taking it the hardest, so I'm doing what I can to comfort him. And when I'm not there, I try to provide comfort through the phone. Unfortunately, every time he sees me or the rest of the females in family, he also sees my sister in us, which makes things harder for him. I'm hoping that by helping each other we can adapt to our loss.
Don't worry, Metro-Kun. We'll be fine. It'll just take a bit of time to recover.
She gave her husband some Melatonin to help him sleep due to having abnormal work hour ahifts, but on May 8th she passed in her sleep, and none of us knew until it was too late.
My mom broke down after telling me, unable to hold back anymore, seeming almost frail and lost in thought. I was distraught at first, unable to think, and felt... hollow, cold and numb inside my chest from disbelief and confusion before I felt it ache and burn as if it was flooded with the tears I shedded soon after from the sadness and anger I felt. Sadness for losing my sister, and anger towards myself for not being able to do anything or be there to save her....
About a day or two later, I was recovering more quickly and showing more mental and emotional strength than everyone else in the family while consoling them all, even though the incident hit me harder than most of them. My mother didn't feel as if she was being my rock due to her being so distraught and heartbroken by losing my sister that she could barely focus on much.
During her funeral, I took part by playing various popular songs on the piano (7 Years by Lukas Graham, Numb by Linkin Park, Animals by Maroon V, and Last Friday Night by Katy Perry), and offering support and comfort to those who needed it, hoping that she would hear and be proud of me. In a way, I was everyone's rock during this week. Between this, exhaustion from my own share of emotions, assisting with various tasks, sleeping to regain energy I've lost, curfew and being a moderator on one server and a helper on another (even though they said that I can take some time off to recover, I still insisted to keep myself from becoming depressed and distract myself from thoughts of my sister's death), I barely had time to get on here.
I'm starting to recover from my loss and currently comforting my family, especially my brother-in-law since he was closest to my sister. He's taking it the hardest, so I'm doing what I can to comfort him. And when I'm not there, I try to provide comfort through the phone. Unfortunately, every time he sees me or the rest of the females in family, he also sees my sister in us, which makes things harder for him. I'm hoping that by helping each other we can adapt to our loss.
Don't worry, Metro-Kun. We'll be fine. It'll just take a bit of time to recover.
Ahh I see. In glad to hear that things are OK for you. I know how it is to be everyone's rock in the face of adversity such as this. When my fiancée passed a few months ago, I was the person taking care of everyone, but I was hollow and dead on the inside. I still am to be honest... Just know that if you need a shoulder to cry on or just someone to talk to or rp with, you know I'm here for you 
Oh and they say that when someone passes on, part of them stays back to let you know they're there for you... Watching over you. I know that what you did during her funeral made her soul as happy as it could be ^^
Last thing, I'm developing a game in Game Maker and Construct 2 and I would love for Alexis and Misty to be characters in it. If that's OK with you.
Oh and they say that when someone passes on, part of them stays back to let you know they're there for you... Watching over you. I know that what you did during her funeral made her soul as happy as it could be ^^
Last thing, I'm developing a game in Game Maker and Construct 2 and I would love for Alexis and Misty to be characters in it. If that's OK with you.
Thank you. It means a fortune to me to know that there are peeps who are there for others in their time of need.
I believe in people having a spiritual form when their physical bodies give out. I also believe that those spirits have the potential of interacing with the world of the living to an extent, which is why I sometimes speak to the air in hopes that my sister could hear, even though I might not be able to see, hear or physically feel her there. I may sometimes feel a gentle warmth now and then when I cry or feel sad. I just don't know if the incident with the closet was because I accidentally pushed her with the door, if it's to let me know she's there, if she's telling me to head downstairs to get ready for my exam, or just out of frustration due to me being jolly and confident since I wasn't informed of her death yet. However, when I told my mom about the incident and told her that I think she's still here in spiritual form she believed me and told me what you said. She still cries when she's reminded, but she's a lot better than she was before.
For the Game Maker, feel free to use my characters at any time. Just be sure to give credit where it's due and notify me via here or pms of when you use them, what you do with them. Last thing we need are people going crazy for using other's characters without aggreement. It's happened to other people a few times to where it had a negative impact on them and escalated to threats and stuff. Scary and confusing when it happens.
I believe in people having a spiritual form when their physical bodies give out. I also believe that those spirits have the potential of interacing with the world of the living to an extent, which is why I sometimes speak to the air in hopes that my sister could hear, even though I might not be able to see, hear or physically feel her there. I may sometimes feel a gentle warmth now and then when I cry or feel sad. I just don't know if the incident with the closet was because I accidentally pushed her with the door, if it's to let me know she's there, if she's telling me to head downstairs to get ready for my exam, or just out of frustration due to me being jolly and confident since I wasn't informed of her death yet. However, when I told my mom about the incident and told her that I think she's still here in spiritual form she believed me and told me what you said. She still cries when she's reminded, but she's a lot better than she was before.
For the Game Maker, feel free to use my characters at any time. Just be sure to give credit where it's due and notify me via here or pms of when you use them, what you do with them. Last thing we need are people going crazy for using other's characters without aggreement. It's happened to other people a few times to where it had a negative impact on them and escalated to threats and stuff. Scary and confusing when it happens.
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Hello, how are you doing?
Doing alright, I guess.... I just lost my sister this week on Monday.... She passed in her sleep. I don't even know if her death was painless, or if she didn't expect it to happen at all....